there was one thing i wanted to share on this, and i just forgot. … it’ll come back, it usually does.
drowning… it must be an awful way to go. that is one that i think about often; especially because i enjoy swimming in a pool. i get in the pool, and if it’s one of those days where i can’t concentrate on anything else about how cold the water is or how i don’t feel right at the very beginning, my mind goes straight to breathing in water, suffocating, choking, flailing, etc. this is probably not a good thing to think about when i’m actually swimming. when i used to run, i never thought about being hit by a car or falling on my face or whatever else can happen. even if that did happen, it doesn’t scare me. but the water….love it and fear it. is this how people love god/jesus/holy spirit? love it to the point where they fear the supreme being will strike you down at any moment. seems like a horrible way to live, don’t you think?
lots of people around me are getting married or getting serious or wanting a sig other. i have yet to feel those impulses. keeping that in mind, i wonder what the likely chance is that i end up with someone who i already know. when i took my social psych class about 8 years ago, i recall something like 1 in 4 people end up with someone they meet by the time they are in college or college age. frightening. currently, i don’t see myself ending up with anyone i already know, but things always change.
damn..what was the one thing i wanted to mention. another day, another recalled thought.
